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I got up on the stand. Luckily – I was not sworn in, and the judge wasn’t paying
attention. When you began to question me I stopped you – I am not your witness and I am on to you
when everyone of your personalities circles around me like a predator about to attack and I know you’re
waiting encouraging my falter. I’m not your witness I don’t have to answer your questions you
know where you were you know what you said you know you’re sneakier then a snake – you snake.
I’m on the stand you circle around you dip in and the interrogation is on you asks me questions
with your lips your hands on my back let me know there is nowhere for me to go the judge is not paying attention
I am on the stand I am not your witness but you are witnessing me – giving in and letting go you
are a master of your art I know you know and I am on to you I am on to you I was not sworn in I admit
nothing I am on to you. I am not your witness.
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Can't slow it down for you... all the silly games I play - all the things I try to say say
it all but- say it too fast but- Papi, I can't slow it down for you - can't slow it down you stir it up in
my gut - get the nerves a rollin' talk too much - say it in a rush - ah - desperate to say it right
say the right thing so you'll see and I can't take it down a notch watch ah Papi watch watch me
spinning like a top over the top my mouth going like a race car soon as I see where you are ah
Papi you stir it up in me stir it up brain signals pickin it up when I try to make you see ah don't
walk away from me no papi wrap those arms around me hand on each hip lip on each lip I'll push it up while
you stir it up and ah papi, I just can't slow it down for you. I think of a million more things to think because
you make my stomach growl make me throw in the towel ah, I surrender to being a fool with you I lose my cool
too too much nerves and such ah sweet Papi you drive me wild you stir it up you speed it up ah
Papi, I can't slow it down for you.
It is soft. Outside the air is hot and I can smell grass burning inside the
voice tells me that I am learning - every crevice in the darkness of muscles the lips that are
large and soft and the strong curves of black as night. within my sight is this who will
whisper to me secrets that stir through groups of acquaintances and my body I reach forward I
am fed the pan sizzles the air outside sizzles and grass burns I am in pain and I forget because
the whisperer speaks and asks me "is this what you have come for" and I think it may be. I
hear the gasps skin as black as the smokey sky outside whisperer speaks of perfection. I know
the truth. I keep the secret I am twisting I am screaming and I am scared my fingers follow trails
of muscle rivers of perspiration and in desperation I touch those soft lips of this whisperer who
tells me there is a burning for me as the grass outside grabs the sparks and fills the darkness. I can't
whisper back my cries are loud and pierce the silence and do not speak of desire they speak of
a void filling all the way I feel the pleasure I can forget the other as the whisperer finally
is able to drift into sleep strong night colored arm grazing the woman lost.
early. Sun. I bathe in it. I forget about the moon. it burns. It won't ruin me. I'll stare
at it, look in to the man in the shadows - to see the man in the light. The sight is disarming - alarming
- as hours roll by - man fades into child - and eventually smoke night became morning and I awoke. Moon
done, just sun dried up tears heart full, mind unclear - and then - the sun felt warm I felt the
truth I felt new. There was hope and possibly strength? The message was plain - the hurt was mundane and
all that was left was the start and the pulsating beat of heart. |
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I write...
where does it come from? I drive halfway through a country to find the same - you. Another you. you
like sand through my toes in a place where only the ocean knows. We lay- in bed without air, the world
can hear me the window is large and I can't care. You were a stranger - my dangerous secret and such is
my life. It's hard to believe that you were real. I can feel that you are the river flowing into me all
I see is ocean a single motion not allowed. I bend down to touch the sand the land we love where water
flows. I feel the memories, I feel temporary, my boat is small. Resting on a seat where there used
to be no room - there is no moon we might as well be sailing away. My flowing river you became- in the sea i
heard my name. I remember the sand beneath my toes and pray for my gentle life in the swelling waves and lazy
banks. I am the ocean, the current pushes me back and forth, and for an instant in that public place where
we could not hide - you carried me in one direction.
dimly lit nude
the slightest evidence of light. giving me the faintest sight - you look like a candle. I
don't know that I can handle more error. Dimly lit nude - you exude something I can't turn away from. I
feel you. I don't want to you're scalding me. you make me burn too hot. I'm sorry that I can't stop
the tears. you console me, it's not enough. you've already melted me. I can't ask anymore. I don't
understand it. I don't even know if I planned it. I want you to make me stop my sobbing. I'm
falling. I want to save myself. Dimly lit nude- I look up at you. We see us. I have to touch. Too
much. When the tears start - you justify- with conviction making a commitment. To cease. I can't
help it - I bleed sorrow, into your hands. Dimly lit nude- and I continue to pursue into the candlelight
- creating love where it shouldn't rest. If this is a test - I've cheated all. I become small inside. The
sky above you is filled with smoke. We used to speak logic - keep finding ourselves nostalgic and
fires grow when ignited- part of me died in your gaze - when I was brave enough to look up. Where
will I find my rescue- I'm addicted to you. My fingers connect your back I haven't figured out what
not to do to resist you. You drug me in the dimly lit nude.
distracting midnight
whispering softly into my pillow, downy secrets trailing regrets. Only night time will know my weakness. I
can't prepare for midnight. I'm full of stories tonight. My throat burns with expectation anticipation. My
eyes wide in the darkness- I feel a warm kiss. Moonlight draping over me like cool dry linens - I
murmur my opinions into emptiness. My ears ring longing for midnight's gentle arm around me. Crying softly into
my pillow, feeling stars, only aching heart. Strange nightlight will keep my unguarded rest where
it best belongs. Mystery at midnight I return my guard retreat into protected isolation. Trapping uncertainty into
my sheets. Remembering heat, holding on to delicious wishes. When sleepy pain fills my eyes - I'd
follow this secret anywhere. I whisper words no man will hear for fear of my undoing. Midnight renewing my morning armor. |
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where does it come
from? I drive halfway through a country to find the same - you. Another you. you like sand through my toes in
a place where only the ocean knows. We lay- in bed without air, the world can hear me the window is
large and I can't care. You were a stranger - my dangerous secret and such is my life. It's hard to believe
that you were real. I can feel that you are the river flowing into me all I see is ocean a single motion not
allowed. I bend down to touch the sand the land we love where water flows. I feel the memories, I feel
temporary, my boat is small. Resting on a seat where there used to be no room - there is no moon we
might as well be sailing away. My flowing river you became- in the sea i heard my name. I remember the sand
beneath my toes and pray for my gentle life in the swelling waves and lazy banks. I am the ocean,
the current pushes me back and forth, and for an instant in that public place where we could not hide - you
carried me in one direction. |
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where does it come from? I drive halfway through a country
to find the same - you. Another you. you like sand through my toes in a place where only the ocean knows. We
lay- in bed without air, the world can hear me the window is large and I can't care. You were a stranger - my
dangerous secret and such is my life. It's hard to believe that you were real. I can feel that you are the
river flowing into me all I see is ocean a single motion not allowed. I bend down to touch the sand the
land we love where water flows. I feel the memories, I feel temporary, my boat is small. Resting on a
seat where there used to be no room - there is no moon we might as well be sailing away. My flowing river
you became- in the sea i heard my name. I remember the sand beneath my toes and pray for my gentle life in
the swelling waves and lazy banks. I am the ocean, the current pushes me back and forth, and for an instant in
that public place where we could not hide - you carried me in one direction. |
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whispering softly into my pillow, downy secrets trailing regrets. Only night time will know my weakness. I
can't prepare for midnight. I'm full of stories tonight. My throat burns with expectation anticipation. My
eyes wide in the darkness- I feel a warm kiss. Moonlight draping over me like cool dry linens - I
murmur my opinions into emptiness. My ears ring longing for midnight's gentle arm around me. Crying softly into
my pillow, feeling stars, only aching heart. Strange nightlight will keep my unguarded rest where
it best belongs. Mystery at midnight I return my guard retreat into protected isolation. Trapping uncertainty into
my sheets. Remembering heat, holding on to delicious wishes. When sleepy pain fills my eyes - I'd
follow this secret anywhere. I whisper words no man will hear for fear of my undoing. Midnight renewing my morning armor.
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in one ear I hear singing reasons to stay. One way I'll find today and sit beside myself. In
one ear I hear singing peace. In the other I feel power struggling - and I'm juggling my heart
and yours. Sweet chorus stealing words from me. In one ear I hear painful years. I don't know whose- I
choose to lay myself down. to be in this town. Middle of busy our playground makes me dizzy. I try
and explain me to you and I fear that it goes In one ear. I hear it's angry exit from love and
all that is held dear. I spin and fall upside down and it sounds so confused I try and make
it clear to you but I only hear it In one ear. |
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IN ONE EAR
in one ear I hear singing reasons to stay. One way I'll find today and sit beside myself. In
one ear I hear singing peace. In the other I feel power struggling - and I'm juggling my heart
and yours. Sweet chorus stealing words from me. In one ear I hear painful years. I don't know whose- I
choose to lay myself down. to be in this town. Middle of busy our playground makes me dizzy. I try
and explain me to you and I fear that it goes In one ear. I hear it's angry exit from love and
all that is held dear. I spin and fall upside down and it sounds so confused I try and make
it clear to you but I only hear it In one ear.
the slightest evidence of light. giving me the faintest sight
- you look like a candle. I don't know that I can handle more error. Dimly lit nude - you exude something I
can't turn away from. I feel you. I don't want to you're scalding me. you make me burn too hot. I'm
sorry that I can't stop the tears. you console me, it's not enough. you've already melted me. I can't
ask anymore. I don't understand it. I don't even know if I planned it. I want you to make me stop
my sobbing. I'm falling. I want to save myself. Dimly lit nude- I look up at you. We see us. I
have to touch. Too much. When the tears start - you justify- with conviction making a commitment. To
cease. I can't help it - I bleed sorrow, into your hands. Dimly lit nude- and I continue to pursue into
the candlelight - creating love where it shouldn't rest. If this is a test - I've cheated all. I become
small inside. The sky above you is filled with smoke. We used to speak logic - keep finding ourselves nostalgic and
fires grow when ignited- part of me died in your gaze - when I was brave enough to look up. Where
will I find my rescue- I'm addicted to you. My fingers connect your back I haven't figured out what
not to do to resist you. You drug me in the dimly lit nude. |
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Good day, sir.
Waking up
brand
new.
transcontinental collaboration
with
you.
Amazing transient
bursts
from a traveler
who first
gave me a
tune to
use.
I
am one of a nomadic tribe,
and
you
are a nomad.
Couch cruising
Im
losing
my
time
in your muses
Welcome
to my
feeble,
dribble
of words.
Good day sir.
I bow
down from my
town
to you.
Transient bursts,
from a
resilient thirst.
To speak.
All out,
nuclear fallout,
Im ready
to shout it out
scream
even.
Daring Ithacan,
helping my wings
feel swift again.
I salute you.
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