Damn. It ain’t much, but it’s something. I think I may have seen you, but I was running.
Always hard to see when slowing down isn’t an option. It ain’t much, I hold on to a little bit
of nothing. Grooving to dancing moving to some beat of beat of beat down frenzy of friendship. Yes,
he will whisper in my ear yes yes baby that’s it then he will ask permission to turn up the lights
come back to life this it ain’t much but it’s enough to hold me in arms whenever they will
have me. Arms with fingers that run up and down and time sensitive shivers. words that will speak to me
ears that will receive me when my lips gently kiss and make breeze Damn. It ain’t much but I’ll
take it yes, yes baby that’s right it’s tonight tonight you can have me tonight you can
forgive me a little bit of something small so we can make believe that we’re heading towards big things.
I would feel it if hands found the small of my back all night it seems within my sight sometimes yes
yes baby that’s right His lips in bitter desperation kiss to make it stop I’ll help to
make it stop because I need him too to dissolve in my skin so later when the dark becomes too dark I
can remember. Damn. It ain’t much. But it’s something.
No more then a little. One step a step is all. I once saw the sun through a bare tree shine on a man
who had no place to go he stepped on dirt and pressed a seed accidentally and it began to grow into
something plush and free. One step. It only took a little.
there black again - Night finds me this place- once more "where were you" I am asked - "why
are you here now?" "where did you come from?" I am your catalyst head starts to shake in protest but I
speak faster then you can disagree I am the catalyst. I am change. I am breeze. And I begin to weep.
these are not my winds of difference this is my wall - this is my Fall. My broken breath blows
through every second another chance to moan another chance to wish that I could feel those that feel
me. I exist here in reality. I am the catalyst. I am change. I am breeze. I am temporary, there
is no fear of me- I am reason; words flow faster for you then my Peace. I am logic. Into the
heart's place where most can't see I do. I explain it to you "where have you been? Why are you here now?"
I have been here in the trees floating in circles only cherishing arms unable to return the embrace I
am this place and that loves lost grasp loves lost chance I am the catalyst change breeze temporary
I moan in desperate pleasure and weep in pain the only hand I hold. The voice of reason the social conscience
girl of opportunity music state of the nation seasons and mitosis "where were you...why now? with
you, it's simple to just be - with you." and now you know fall with the leaves and let the wind carry them
away I am here the catalyst change breeze. Temporary.
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